Today at the top of my calendar it says "Fun Day: art? tennis? something with the kids?"
Last night we fought a long time. You name it, we covered it. Same old arguments. Same old blindnesses (on both our parts).
Today is not a fun day. It is a set the phone on silent and crawl back in bed and wonder if the next 25 years will be as hard day.
Where I can let down my hair, observe my ordinary life in all its mundane beauty and everyday pain, and say what I think.
5 comments:
Oh shit. That totally sucks in every way. Your energy has got to be running out.
Come to Ohio and visit me! Escape to the glorious green world of Cincinnati. I'll pamper you.
Still reading, still praying, and still wishing I could help.
Ohio might be a good idea, even if it's just to get a break.
Well, that sucks Beth!
Each day is a new day. Was the fighting in any way productive?
Sometimes I wonder if all that makes a successful marriage is acceptance of each other. And, if that is so, what do you do when that isn't happening?
And, I am right there with you in wondering if the next 25 years will be the same.
Beth, I am so sorry. I have not had a fun day either. Yesterday I read, "Too Good to Leave, Too Bad To Stay"...what an eye opener. I recommend it.
25 years of the same ole same ole, is just not going to cut it for me and I hope not for you either.
Love,
Susan
Who would like to share a house with me? I'm sick of this marriage bullshit.
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